If

What If?

-I'm stop thinking of you?
-I meet someone else?
-We both move on?
-I run into you a year from today?
-We will never meet again?
-You ring my door bell tonight?
-The break-up was the wrong choice we both made?
-I haven't met you yet?
-You have moved in and lived with me?
-I still live in Woodside?
-We didn't break-up?
-I can never stop loving you?
-You read this post?
-You change your mind?
-I find myself missing you in the middle of movies?
-I want you by my side when I'm riding an early morning train back to Brooklyn?
-I don't see you @the restaurant where we used to go to?
-Everything is too late?...

...What If???

About me!

Hair color? Background? Habbit? Name? Gender? Race?

Let skip all those and put them somewhere safe...But, I am many things like a...

-Son
-Brother
-Lover
-Dreamer
-Loyal friend
-Poet
-Thinker
-Imperfect
-Artist
-Boyfriend
-Moody
-Romantic
-Loving
-Open minded
-Searching
-Fearful
-Worrier
-Lonely
-Happy
-Impatient
-Misunderstood
-Understanding
-Scarred
-Hopeful

...But most of all, I AM A SURVIVOR...

BECOME

Let's see!

Growing up is fun and full of memories. I remember a place... a town... a house like a lot of houses... a yard I used to play as a child, and a street I walked to school every afternoon... , after all these years, I sill look back... with wonder WHAT IF OR HOW these things changed or stay the same as they were??
But at the end, we are all hold on to things that were and wonder what's to come???
...Time passes us by quickly, and then time to let go of what has been, and look ahead to what will be. Other days. New days. Days to come.
One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... 'How did I get through all of that? The answer is "just YOU" you have grown up. :)
My dad always says "Too many people, too many troubles with the world, Well I won't do no trouble" so, that's kind of reminding me everyday how to become and be a better person. And As we grow better, we will meet better people and for that, I like to define myself as a person who has grown up; but not growing old.

...More to come in life...

WISHES

*This special blog is for my lovely friends- Nicole, Chance, Glenn, Jimmy and Madi-Son...

I actually do believe that WE can learn new things at any time in our life if we're willing to be a beginners.
I will not say it's as easy as A B C...but If we actually learn to like being a beginner, the whole world opens up to us; just remember, anything happens for a good reason; even in your"love life"

Sometimes, the place or situation may seem like the end but please do not forget,it's also the beginning of a new start because the world is round after all :)

Nevertheless, in my country, we do believe that New Years is consider a new beginning. We practice and enjoy the words of wisdom about New Years:-- We will open the book and its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves, any word or words that you wish for and wanted them to become yours reality... The book is called "The Opportunity".
Its first chapter begins on the first day of New Year Eve, and it continutes throught-out the 10th of the second week of febuary.
Many many people practiced and followed and many many wishes do come true. Sometimes, we gotta believe in what we wish for because when you really believe in something...it's like a motivation to push yourself to make it happen!!!
Don't give up, keep on fighting till you get there. Just like Oprah Winfrey once has said "Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right"

*So to all my Darling, Let this up coming year be better than all the others. Vow to do some of the things you've always wanted to do but couldn't find the time.

Love you always,